depthq - ccm|mac

I remember when I was younger I used my blog as an expression of my feelings for someone. I shared my crazy ideas and my unstable feelings in words to strangers in the wired. I liked playing with english words in different ways that seem obvious to myself and no one else. There were written in code most for my personal enjoyment. I didn't care if anyone read or anyone cared.

I don't think I can write in that way anymore. I feel like I've lost the energy and the enthusiasm. Something is missing. I always think its because I am still too drowned in my own busy loop. Too many priorities and too many distractions.

But is this really the case?